today was the first day of Ramadhan and already passed hours ago. Im having days off so that means I'm home alone. well honestly, I kinda forgot I had prayed Subuh or not cos I was sleepy and confused, is it dream or not? but then, I slept and woke up at errmmm maybe 8am. then mam and dad went to work. I was home alone. Bored, switched the TV on then watch DVDs. again, kinda boring. dont know what to do. study? arrgg dont want to do it -lazy-. wash my shoes? errrmmmm later. clean and tidy up my room? I have planned to do it today but suddenly mom said I could do it on Friday ngeehhh makes me lazy. so, I did nothing, all I did today was lazing. slept, prayed, read Quran, DVD, inet, all meaningless activities except prayed and read Quran. baaahhh. I was bored but lazy too to do things. Time passed so fast then head to 5pm. I made foods for my own. I made fried egg, french fries, tea, and es buah *how to say it in english??* finished them all, then took a bath. then then Adzan Maghrib. I sat on dining chair, and you know what?? it was soooooo quit, the sounds were just from my fork and the TV. I broke fasting alone without anybody. ANYBODY! mom and dad haven't home yet. dont mind at all, all alone just by myself but errmmm kinda jealous with everyone who has their fams around and ate together. me? it's a rare occurance. to have dinner together, for mam, its so hard to arrange the time. for holiday?? DONT ASK! it's THE HARDEST THING to do. all they do is WORK WORK WORK and WORK! and even Sunday, they're still working. but it's just for some times. ngeh -_____________- better to stay somewhere nice, somewhere cold, or maybe somewhere a lil bit crowded??. maybe in another county ahuy! that's what I want! or stay in Jogja. that's gooooood. or maybe go to College in the UK or maybe Germany Norway or IRELAND! but Ireland is the last. I wanna go there bcs of Westlife. if I didnt know them, Ireland maybe would be number..errmmmm maybe out from 10. but its just maybe. Love ya xx

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