these last few weeks have been hectic for me! i'm not a director or actrees blablabla who need to work till late but I'M JUST A STUDENT! study makes me crazy! since the 2nd week of Feb all of exams came to us and we studied like a crazy *maybe, but not all* since then, i hvnt watched TV or even played! every night i studied studied studied! last week i got headache and its really really excruciating. i cudnt concentrate, all i wanted to do was just sleeping, laid down. but, all the hard works paid off cos I got good scores! HURAY! not good at all, but at least i dont need to remake my scores cos under 70. alhamdulillah thanks Allah :) but am not sure with my arabian score --' i cudnt do it :( haha oke, continue to that weeks. every night i studied and also every night i had to sleep late! *I often sleep late at night, but i watch movie and play not study haha* went to bed around 11pm or 12pm then woke up at 5.30am! i felt like every morning my head spin, my whole body aches and always sleepy *as usual* at school, i just want to close my eyes, lay down, then sleep haha till now actually. school is boring for me, plus when the subjects are maths and science --' i just bowed my head, close the eyes for seconds, then open it again then doing something meaninless just to relieve the boredom or maybe read novels or just play with myself. it's a habitual that Ialways come to school with sleepy eyes haha. plus that i have to prepare for my aunts weddings. MY AUNTS! that means more than one of my aunts are going to get married! first one on feb 27th and the next one on march 6th! --' i have to order the dress blablabla rempong! BUT ALHAMDULILLAH THE EXAMS WEEKS IS OVER AND THE WEDDING IS GONNA HAPPEN AND I CAN REST A BIT! haha now i can play, download, blabla do somethings fun again! but that happiness wont last long. march 7th or 14th the mid exam is waiting --' study study study again hash! hard work now but in the future i'm gonna get what i want definitely amiin! UGM UGM UGM cmon catch it! pray for me haha

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i went to CFD (car free day) in.... somewhere in jakarta lah, around GBK Gelora Bung Karno. it's my first time riding that far. wanna tell you the exact scenes....
we discussed bout this event for about erm 5 days and the conclusion was always changed! honestly, it made me frustrate bcs they it too long! but then we met the deal, went there by train and we brought the bike by ourselves. DEAL. but then, H-1 someone texted me that we wuldnt go by train but by cars and gather at school at 5.30am! bah! panic! too early. okelah. i set my alarm 4am. i woke up and thought 'haaa still too early. 15 mnts more' i set that but...i woke up an hour later! i was shocked then head to the bathroom, brushed teeth,took a bath blablabla rempong! i looked at the clock, 'hash! 5.20. what should I do?' i called chairin but she didnt answer. i called ijat then she said, 'ok. let's hurry!' i packed my breakfast then ran to my bike then swwwuush! i rode it like crazy. wuush wuush wuush! ngosngosan! i thought ijat and chairin already there but they hadnt as usually --' i counted till 63 and hadnt come. then i decided to go but jreng! hey came. we rode it fastly srenggg we're there and very tired! the earliest and the fastest i went somewhere by bike! blablabla
all the happy things happened and i had sooo much fun! sometimes i cant write what i feel but sometimes its easy to write it down. hash! i feel new -?- haha. these are the photos i took :







not much cause i dont like spamming my camera with something i dont like, i mean i love natural poses. so, i took something without them realised it. crekcrekcrek and it's hard to take photos cause i have to ride my bike, so that's all i took, the good one hehe

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a lot of my friends from WestlifeIndonesia are trying to persuade some promotors in Indonesia to bring back Westlife. some of them say that they miss westlife cos it's been almost 5 years since their last concert here and some of them are just want to see them cos it's their 1st westlife concert. honestly i want to help and also persuade the promotors to bring them back, but as i already wrote, there's no excite feelings for them. no semeriwing anymore. and also, when one of the promotors gave us a hope, my reaction was just 'WOW' then just typed I want westlife and BSB also NKOTB. but then again, i felt like i'm not their fan. just a listener but typed it just to help them. and you know, if Westlife really come back again, i dont know what will i do. Westlife concert was or is one of my dreams, but....hash! i always waited for this moment when i'm no longer their fans, no longer feel those excited feelings, but this time it feels wrong! why? cause eventhough they're gone, they new one already come --' just the same but another person! cos i hoped after them, there's no one else but the reallity doesnt agree. it doesnt happen the way i want it happens. pray for the best lah, if they come back here again, i wil....still collecting the money but not sure if i'll buy the ticket. GOOD LUCK BUDDIES! never give up to persuade the promotors, bring them back! :D

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TAH! ive been watching some of Korean dramas lately, eit it's a drama or movie? yah something like that. actually it's not SOME, but just TWO --' haha but I feel like i have watched sooooooooo many drama. 16 episodes every drama! bah. honestly at first, i didnt put my interest on some Korean things, but if my friends are watching that i'll join them then just watch, nothing else even I insulted them bcs they look like a girl --' i just talk honestly.but then, i put my interest on Personal Taste, watch it till the end and then replay again! I GOT ADDICTED! even i searched for the subtitles cos some were missing haaaaaaaaaa. then my friends suggested me to watch Playful Kiss and My girlfriend is a gumiho then i just said yes! ha! i watched Playfull Kiss, just finished that an hour ago, and.......... haaaaa addicted again!you know the reason why i can be so addicted? THE STORIES ARE JUST TOO ROMANTIC! that's the mistake! i made mistake by watching those dramas! and honestly, i wanna have erm like baek seung jo --' he's very cool, smart, acts cold to someone he loves, always mocking, but in the end he's a caring person and the story ends with a happy ending. so many imagination things in those dramas, i mean the story makes me imagination something haha --'
no wonder if all the Korean fans are crazy, they like to imagine something romantic blablabla, cos every korean dramas movies etc are like that! and almost all of my friends want to get married as soon as possible bcs of those! and the scariest thing is...i got trapped in their charms! --' haaaa disaster! and also i already got bored with those lads from Ireland, their image already bad in my eyes bcs of one of the members. no excited feelings anymore. HOW HOW HOW! and i would like to screencaps the romantic scenes haha also would love to have those romantic sences in my own real life. HAHA

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