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- 28 September -

Keep your dream alive, dreaming is still how the strong survive
THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR
by Elton John, Stevie Wonder, Dionne Warwick

And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....

Keep smilin' Keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for
In good times And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and open me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then
For the times when we're apart
Well just close your eyes and know
These words are comming from my heart
And then if you can't remember
Y O U T U B E L O V E
potter puppet pals!




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P R O F I L E
Me Myself and I

Tamara Indah Puspita was born in 1994 and that makes her almost 17 this year. She loves everything about Irish, a little bit photography and also abstract paintings, loves mix and match clothes on Looklet, lazing around in the internet world, loves biking and something challenging. Eventhough she loves challenging things, and that time also she’s scared of that. Haha. She’s trying to get rid of her water-phobic but haven’t done! Actually, she hasn’t known what she will be in the future, but she hopes that she will be an architect or a writer or a diplomat something like that. :)

Found me here! Twitter Photobucket Looklet Flickr!

RANDOM FACTS
well, I am almost 17 years old, aren't i?

ONE T TWO A THREE M FOUR A FIVE R SIX A SEVEN I EIGHT N NINE D TEN A ELEVEN H TWELVE type it randomly. THIRTEEN have no idea what to do. FOURTEEN what about you? FIFTEEN basically, just doing what i'm thinking








T O D O L I S T
I wanna...

Firstly, be able draw some paintings, abstract paintings to be exact
Secondly, be someone who is her second language is English / Irish
Thirdly, be a writer or an architect or someone who's working abroad
Fourthly, have or experience everything I want
Fifthly, live happily
T A G B O A R D
dedadeee

Dont have any, have no interest
Public Symbol
10:03 - 30 May 2010


do you know what it is?? it's called 'public symbol'. it means if you want to cross the street, you have to push that button to stop the cars or motorcycles. me and my friend were so curioused bout how it works and wanted to have some fun after school, it was late at night, we were so tired, got headache, sleepy, smelly, etc. she told me how about if we tried it. but we hesitated, try it or not! cause we thought it's just 2 of us and would it be OK if we push that button?? we were thinking and saw many pedestrians crossed the street without pushing it! but we still wanted to try it! then, my friend pushed it bravely, we waited till some minutes and you know what?? IT DIDN'T WORK! HOW USELESS! gezzzz. for what it's placed right there IF it's useless and couldnt help people to cross the street! -______- ngabisin duit aja

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what's the.....
09:33


let's go back to last November in 2009. it was a night where me and and my friend did something silly and well let's say we hurted someone's heart. he's get mad, yes it's understandable.

@HallioFee uhuy thanks beb haha, dn't be sad i'll gve my arm fr you when you cry (cih), teruskan misimu mmbuat mark nrmal ndah


@ijathae mentok jat misi nya. Hnya bisa berhayal dulu smp skrg. Tp seru ah. Hhaa


@HallioFee ndah ayo ndah ijt dkung dgn doa! Ahaha jgn mentok dg ah.. Mati lampu -.-


@ijathae dirumah kamu mati lampu?? Jat, jejelin mark pake kata2 yg tdk menusuk tp menohok tntg apa kek gitu. Hahaha.


@HallioFee skrg udah nyala ndah hahaha, siape? Ijt yg blg k markny? Ga nusuk tp nohok keselek dg ndah haha akan sy pkrkan


@ijathae iya. Ijat yg ngsh ke emark.hha. Abis itu dia marah2 dah aja elu


@HallioFee hoh sialan lo ndah! Hahaha.. Akan sy pkirkan, ndah saya tdk tahaaaan


@ijathae knp sialan? Toh gak ada efeknya kan kl mark marah sm kamu? Atau jangan-jangan kamu udh suka mark jd takut dia marah??


@HallioFee haish apa kau blg ndah? Untk zaman ini sy blm bgt trtark dgn @markusfeehily hahaha, saya berani! Tdk tkt dmarahi! Akan kucoba


Ijathae @markusfeehily bang bs ga normal? jgn suka sm cwo haram hukumny lo bang, embat aja tu jodi haha


@HallioFee i did it!


@ijathae tumbenan elu make @markusfeehily.heem. Sounds that you starting to like him :D ahahah. Eh jat, english plis! He doesnt undesrtand!!


@HallioFee what the heck you command me to use english with @markusfeehily?! Aish i must organize my sentence frst, i won't make him hate me


@ijathae do you know what im thinkin' bout you?? YOU LIKE @markusfeehily. Is there any problem if he hates you??


@HallioFee this statement trully frm my heat I DON'T LIKE @markusfeehily NO MORE! Mybe not yet fr ths tme weee


@ijathae not yet 4 ths time?? But tmrw you will!! So, why dont you use english to send it to him?? Is thr any effects if he hates you? *again*


andinlee @halliofee bukannya di hp @ijathae banyak foto mark?


Halliofee @andinlee YES! Thats TRUE! I know that she likes @markusfeehily


@halliofee i more itchy with you wee, hah? Must i've cnfession that i like @markusfeehily although i dn't like him? Oh GOD, help me to stop her


@ijathae ok. Whtvr! Sorry4my 'insolent' words. Hahaa. Frgv me. I STOP! D main thng's u dnt like him. But we dnt knw wht will hppn tmrw


Ijathae @markusfeehily sorry, can you sing 'MARRY YOU' song that publiced from superjunior boyband for some woman?


@halliofee i did it, used english, check it


@halliofee haha ok ndah, we just played bfore right? Haha, i'm fun with that.. I tweet him again, let's see


Ijathae @markusfeehily i think you might be look more cool, if you sing that song for a 'woman', not for a 'man'


@ijathae yes. That was jokes! Haha. I provoke you to say something i wanna see. Hhaa XD


@halliofee hoho i'm proud of my self, i could tweet @markusfeehily like that BWAKAKAKAKH


@ijathae who made the goal?? Of course i dont know. Hahaa. Nicky's bro said that westlife be the TT at 4 am last morning. Is that true??


@HallioFee of course i don't know ndah haha, why? Nicky's bro who replied your tweet? Hahay

@ijathae no. But he said that. Hhaa. @adamdoodles check it ;)


@halliofee @adamdoodles checked what ndah? About TT? Hha sorry error mode on


@ijathae well, i dnt knw if @adamdoodles just make joke, but he said that. Check his acc and see his tweet. Myb u'll know wht he meant.


@halliofee i checked ndah, i saw @adamdoodles tweet and he said that, hope that was true! Haha i'm nice prsn aren't i? haha


@ijathae and that's true! yeah! Unf i didnt see it :( the big celebration for westlife! OMG!


@halliofee haha be patient y ndah! Let's make #westlife be TT again, and clbrate that with westlife fans YAHOOO!


@ijathae and you know, hv you read @markusfeehily 's lastweet??


@halliofee ok ndah, he didn't send me a drrct mssge like what you imagined bfore, but HE WAS UNFOLLOW ME! I'm so surprised bfore


CRAZYYYY! Oh my! Ok i wanna sleep bye tweeps, bye @halliofee .. Our mission's completed! Haha


@ijathae what is our mission?? We talked about it at school but i dont understand :(


@halliofee haish you had mission want rmember him right? Haha forget it ndah, i'm stuck! Dn't understand about physics


@ijathae teach you?? I'll teach you if you buy me westlife's new album ! Haha. Kidding ;) oke. Tmrw mybe


@halliofee penghianat lo ndah haha sial! Teach meeee!


@halliofee hah.. Why if you appeared in twitter, always make me sleepy ndah? Haha, ok! I'll keep your prmse!


@ijathae what the heck are you talking about??! I'll keep my prmse asap. Loh?? Gak nymbg.


@halliofee haha thanks ms.feehily! Just put that vid in ur phone, i'll watch it tmorrow hiyaaaa


@ijathae i want more that ms.Feehily, you know. MRS.FEEHILY ! Ahahahahah! If it can, i'll put on my hp, if i dnt forget. Haha


@halliofee i'm apologized with mr. @markusfeehily ndah, i'm a good girl aren't i?


@ijathae you wrote wrong name! My name is halliofee not hallifofee ! So, ur msg gak nyampe. Km bs liat gak updet an mark barusan??


@halliofee bwakakakkh! I wanna laugh ndah, that's too dffrnt! Ha? I'm not follow him again, he?s update bout what?


@ijathae can you try to fllw him?? I jst want to know, if he blocked you or not. Hha. Excited!

@halliofee ok i'll try it


@halliofee do you want me to lie or not?


@ijathae NO! I want you to tell me the truth ! What's going on??


@halliofee he was blocked me! Satisfied? That's my service to you, let's laugh hahahahaha


@ijathae WHAT THE???!!! HOW COME ?


@halliofee hahaha calm down ndah.. You can still be his fanatic fan! That was excited experience for me WAHOOOW


@ijathae OMG! Good job good job GOOD JOB! Wow! One of my friend was BLOCKED??! OMG! Oh my gosh! Well, I'M STRESSED!


@halliofee bwakakakkh! I think u'll get frustated this night! Just laugh ndah.. This life's so comfoooortable,stubborn mark


@ijathae yes ! IM FRUSTATED! Really satisfied. Yes, i know that he's STUBBORN, SELFISH, and JERK! Oke sorry.


@halliofee BWAKAKAKH! Really! I wanna laugh see ur reaction ndah hahaha, go sleep menenangkan hati! Hahaha


@ijathae i CAN'T sleep if the situation like this !! Sumpah tu orang, dr kata2 nya yg menyenangkan, trnyta JUST A BULLSHIT! Bebek!


@halliofee gyahhaa hey ndah you must be more polite or he'll block you too! Haha, he isn't a prfct prson


@ijathae nobody's perfect girl! Whatever! If he wants to block me, no prob ! Ak sdh mnybrkn gosip yg tdk enk tntg dia!


mr @markusfeehily i'm so sorry about my last tweet for you that maybe impolite, i'm sure you'd be angry with me haha so sorry..

that was our conversation. at that time I was like 'OhmyGod, he's blocked her! what can I do??'. i was so confused confused confused! and ofcourse shocked! since then, we always make it as a 'joke'. but still, it felt different....
WAIT A MINUTE! see those words, remind me of my lovely HallioFee :(


hahhaa. sorry mate

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Happy Birthday !
08:58 - 28 May 2010




that handsome boy has just turned to be a MAN! I mean, he's a Man since a long time, but now he's 30, so for me it's like he's more mature than ever! eventhough not in every points, but getting older he has opened his mind to the world! think before doing something.

he said that he wants to leave his 20s because his life was covered by darkness and loneliness before he met 'the one'. so he wants to leave it and live his new 30s with happiness and he's LOOKING FORWARD to it! hahaa.

so TODAY, I would like to say HAPPY BITHDAY to the lovely Mark Feehily. I hope you get all the things you've ever wanted and have a fabulous day with your fams! we love you, everybody loves you. take care Marky xxx

*I'm too excited and I really wanna celebrate it. but with who??

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dem dem dem
19:46 - 25 May 2010


>>if you love someone, it doesn't mean that you HAVE to have him. and you have to face the fact that maybe he LIKES someone else

>>if you're afraid to losing someone that you love so much (means boy) so don't love him too much because if we lose him, it's hurting so much

>>do you want to see your loved one happy?? so just keep supporting and let them do what he think is the right thing.

>>it hurts when we know that the person we love loves someone else, but that doesn't mean the pain that we feel can destroy our lives. It'll make us tired because of too much thinking about things that shouldn't be too important to be thinking and feeling.

the main thing is we dont have to be too sad if we know the one that we love loves someone else. yes I know if it's hurting or maybe frustrating for some people, but i dont like people who is too 'melankolis' on that thing. I'm 'melankolis' too, BUT not everytime I see somethings hurting I will cry or desperate, but i just make it funny and take the brightest side of it. Well, i dont want to judge someone in my post, but I'm not that creative to find the right words to say it by myself to someone.

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*daydream* =-=
19:36 - 23 May 2010




eh cie dah sepupu gua yg ini -_____- DEMEN BANGET PAMER iPhone! iye gua tau gua tau elu punya, tp ya kl putu-putu -?- tuh ya tau diri dikit. kan iri

ini lagi si abang, mentang-mentang br dibeliin lgsg foto bareng. IRI gua iri. tp gak papa juga sih, akhirnya dibeliin jam juga TAPI TETEP AJA MAHALAN iPad!

Labels: dreams, fangirling



To hold you in my arms to promise you my love. To tell you from the heart, you're all I'm thinking of -___-
12:21


Labels: quotes



bebebe
11:59




The boys are back in tooooooooown!!



shaky shake!

Labels: fangirling, reviews



I Love Irish more that u cud evr known! Lol X
15:52 - 22 May 2010


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..-..-..-..-..-..-..
21:02 - 17 May 2010


May 16th, 2010.... Mark Michael Patrick Feehily

ystrdy, he updated so many tweets&d atmosphere like hes missing his chilhood! yaaa smthg like that lahh. these are his tweets :

I love sundays.When I was a kid I used to run over the road to the church and get ready to be an alter boy for 10am mass.

Then off into town with mum to get the sunday papers and 'messages' (what we called bread,milk etc...) for my Nana.

Then we would go home and chill while mum cooked sunday dinner.Mostly watched formula 1 while reading the 'sunday world' eatingsweets

then after dinner,a 'sunday spin' (drive) in the country with a oacket of murray mints! Then off to my other Nanas house to watch tv

(I used 2go in2 the other room & put on 'the bodyguard' album & make up dance routines to 'queen of the night' me being whitney of course!)

without fail Id have some ham and cheese on my Nanas made-that-day soda bread...mmm

great memories& a far cry from this 5star hotel suite in london with empty champagne bottles & room service trays scattered about the place

What I do on a sunday might of changed but it still involves being round the ones I love & stuffing my face! Lol x

u c tht?? thnk hes missing his chilhood, missing his mom dad brothers, missing home, etc. btw, where's Kev? a far cry?? did he cry?? why? for what? hes on tour now, so he must be happy and excited of what will happen. AND Kev must be around him, and all I know, Kev always come to every concerts to support him. so why he cried? alalalalaa dnt knw. or myb... he wants2chnge his life! AHAHHAA *daydream* he was thnkn about his chilhood&rmbr those memories, rmbr the warmth he got from all of his fams. haha its just myb, dnt take it too serious hoho

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The Tour Programme
21:00





collapes tonight! his georgous eyes, handsome face.... first time I saw those pics was while I was at SSC and I cudnt focus!! I was like, I wanted go home then scream out loud then then.... hahhaaa. this book was photographed by the beautiful Kevin McDaid AHA! I love the pics and I REALLY want yo buy that thing! but as always, Mom always be the destoyer -____-

thanks for the lovely pics westlife.gr

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MK Nicole
20:55






d y'knw which one was Kev and Nicole?? oke. myb most of you dnt knw, but I knw it from the heart! ahahhaaa. hes so cute while holding Nicole umumumu. AAA oke but I'm taking it too serious, I mean I imagine smthg like that! bcs his fiancee told d pblc that he wants to hv kids! oke, a lil bit sad and wanna cry. hahaa

Labels: fangirling



The Greenship Camp 2010
16:47 - 15 May 2010


have just came home from that event and had been away from home for 3 days! at first, i wasnt really excited at all because I was afraid of something that wud possibly happen. but I was WRONG! i had so much fun although the fear was still there. start from the dificiencies. when we had just arrived, I cudnt see anything clearly because it was dark everywhere! A lil bit scared cos I'm afraid of the dark. BUT, i have to admit, the event was COOL and won't forget it. aaaa a lil bit confused how to write it COS it's too... can't describe it. you have to experience it by yourself! aha. but, some people were so selfish, just be honest. I was a lil bit angry but I wasn't allowed to and told myself if it's not bothering me! tried to enjoy everything.

the next day was Out bond day! the games were just the same like what Iv experienced, but I always enjoyed every games despite Iv often played those games. then it's Hiking time! a long journey to the waterfall! PACETs were everywhere and made me scared! the track was so extreme and very tiring! but it was all paid off by the beautiful waterfall! The water was so cold and relaxing. the atmosphere made me sleepy, but unf I cudnt lie down cos there were boys. My body aches....

AAAAAAAAA lost for words. I dont know how to write and describe it! eh eh, a short story from the event, someone who was so mesmerizing *hehe* wore clothes like Mark! hahhaa made me more mesmerized and always want to see him belebelebele. haha. I used to not like his style, but now I LOVE it. haha.de,de-de,de-de. at first, I wasn't really expected that he wud join it, but when we gathered in the Mosque, I saw him pacing. hahhaa. so happy duduudu. looks like Kev. oke, cant wait for tomorrow. hehe

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M >> I want to have children
16:36


just look at it and a lil bit confused. dont understand at all and dont want to know. ahaha whatever. live your life like what it's supposed to be

Labels: reviews



maybe you'll get bored of this
21:31 - 11 May 2010


most of my postings are all about my idols. review their news, pics, vids etc. for me, it's kinda boring. at first, it's interesting, yes IT WAS but not now. just some of it still interesting. I always try to open my mind, to find some topics to write but it MUSN'T be about my idols, but about something useful! in my earlier posts, it's all about my life, about my dreams, about what happened in me, but NOW it's all about Mark, Nick, Nicky, Kian, Shane, Nadine etc. I wanna write an interesting topic that everybody will like it. could anyone give me an idea??

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Masquerade
21:19


I was thinking by myself 'what about if Masquerade has an MV?? cudnt imagine it, cos I'm sure it wud be masks everywhere, like Birtney's MV Circus' BUT, I hv jst opened Youtube then then I was shocked COS it's written 'Masquerade MV' ! but, I was lied -_____- it's just UNOFFICIAL MV which the fans made! argh. but no problem, not dissapointed at all. haha


the song..


made by a fan..


live performance..

OH MY GOSH! Aggghh I was mesmerized by my OWN uncle!! his voice was soooooo... OKE, eventhough it isn't as good as Mark but his face makes me wanna scream!! and I always fancy his style, clothes, snickers!! and I like my uncle's friend style, Uncle Litrell *idk the words hhee* he was so funny! what did ye do? AAAAGGG!!! I miss ye, Uncle. -____-

Labels: fangirling, reviews



BMF
19:47 - 10 May 2010



today, it's ALL about Uncle McFadden! uyea. have been a long time i didn't search his new photos, eventhough i dont know which one is his new photo -___- oke, he is my first idol and my FIRST crush on someone. i was a little, and dont know much about LOVE hahahhaa pembicaraan nya sdh mulai aneh. i still fancy him, yes i do. but someone has beat McFadden's charm, so my mind blew away from him to someone else. -..- but, TODAY i want to remind my mind about him!





in those photos, who was that girl?? She's his fiancee *or fiance?? ah forget the vocab* She's Delta Goodrem, a singer from Australia. They are very affectionate!! makes me jealous T.T but honestly, I envy not because he's an idol to me, but I'm envious of why Mark could not like him that has a girlfriend not a boyfriend. But no problem as well, just accept him who he is. Anyways, it's my own faults why I like Mark. hahha

Labels: fangirling



dududududuu
19:08 - 8 May 2010


hadoooh! gak ngerti deh sm yang ini. LOOKS SO GORGEOUS! Georgeous Feehily -,-
you got me hypnotised so mesmerized de,de-de,de-de >> my bro's song! aha
I wanna hug him! Ooouuuu come here Teddy Bear *plak*

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the official Westlife merchandise
20:19 - 4 May 2010





I WANT THE TOURBOOK! THEY LOOK SO HANDSOME AND I WAS STUNNED TO SEE THAT! OH MAN! but mostly, i want the man who is in that book who's wearing white suit! DZZIG -____- AARRGGHH! I HAVE TO BUY IT no matter what! promise

the t-shirt that i'm gonna buy! hahaa

Labels: dreams, fangirling, reviews



The Where We Are Tour.
19:51


My lovely uncles has started their tour in Belfast! well, I was so envy with them cos I HAVE SEEN THE VIDEOS eventhough it's not HQ, but i already know that the concert is cool! I love their performance, I love when Kian played the guitar and the others jumping around then sang I gotta feeling *if im not mistaken*. and the stage was so colourful, and their clothes?? I LOVE THE CLOTHES, looks like army! oh man! how handsome.




some pics from the tour..






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WestlifeDay hashtag!
19:37


you see what?? yes, i was so shocked and happy when I checked my Twitter. hahhaa. i was so happy yesterday, so emotional! hahaa. I heard my lovely boys LIVE and feels like they're talking to me eventhough they were talking to everybody! hahaaa.

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