bismillah. I, Tamara Indah Puspita, have decided and thought about it repeatedly that I'm gonna go to Architecture Faculty in 2012. No matter what happen, I'll try my best to be in that faculty and be a useful architect who thinks creatively and act professionally. I can't wait to make those site plannings, make people's dream house plannings and make them happy with my design. I'll learn about the development of Architecture, love and dedicate my self in Architecture forever. Make a change to the Indonesian city planning, make the towns and cities neat, clean, and orderly. I promise myself, I promise to Allah, and I promise to all the readers that I'm gonna be an architect who is definitely gonna do all my visions. :) Amiin ya Allah

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*I wanna go to my 'dreamland' hoho just to refresh my mind a while. need to remember the family tree


days ago, Archie saved sooooooo many photos of himself and he said 'upload it to your blog. promote me! dont forget about my new album!' so confident! -..- what can I say? he asked me again this morning soooo have to post it


Jesse came to me out of sudden, grabbed my back. 'Arrrrrggh not fair! promote me too!' shaking my head. but then I chose these photos ahhhhhhh




got it from tumblr.com *honestly haha

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the last time I slept, I dreamt bout Adam Lambert. he came to Jakarta and held a concert. I saw his advert, then I screamt 'OHMYGOD!! I HAVEN'T BUY THE TICKET!!!' (screamin in my dream) I was shocked and in my dream, the concert wud be held in any days. not remember the exact time, but I remember it wud be in the near days. and then I woke up. huh. what a nice dream. hehe ^^

Dream is a succession of images, sounds or emotions that the mind experiences during sleep. The content and purpose of dreams are not fully understood, though they have been a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history.

*got it from Mr Wikipedia

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one day in my mid 20s, I wish I have been an Interior Decorator and also a Photographer in my leisure time. I'd also like to make a short movie with my best friend about public symbols and I hope this year we have made it. In the next 6 years, I've got married and have 3 children in 7 years and own an apartment then move to a house in Bogor or somewhere cold. But in the first 2 years of my marriage, I've always wanted to go to England, Italy, Ireland, Norway, France, and also New Zealand with my future husband. I've always wanted to learn spanish and attend some fashion shows and I hope I can learn spanish this year and attend the fashion shows when I'm in college. It's always been my dream to get a ticket concert, come to see live my favourite band and if I'm lucky, with that ticket I could get their photographes and meet them face to face. I'd also want to have a part-time job after I graduate from High School to earn some money and could have it on my own.

my ambition is living my life as an artist, eventhough I don't know much about art now, but I'd really wanna learn it after High School. I wanna study about photography and how to make a movie, too.

I'd really like to build my own house and decorate it as what I've been dreaming of. I want to decorate it as what I've decorated in TheSims game. I've always dreamed to have a big garden which is surrounding my house. The garden is gonna be a place where my kids are gonna play at.

my plans for a few months are, have done my 'Karya Ilmiah', have finished my Kumon, get good scores which are min.7, and be more mature than before. I wanna search about HIV and I hope it could be my 'Karya Ilmiah'. But, if I search about HIV, the risk is so big because it's quite hard to interview the patient. And I want to study more to make my scores good and have a good rank also take a bath 2 times a week.

one thing I've done that I'm very proud is got Kumon trophy and meet Kumon Completers and it motivate me to finish it as soon as possible cause I plan to finish it this year.

I hope those dreams will become true...


*it's my english task and I got 100. completely. hahaa

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well, I have post about it in the early days, BUT the plan's changed! yes, my mom told me that I DON'T HAVE TO BE A DENTIST! yay what a surprise! hahaa. then, she advised me to continue to the Public Health Faculty in UI. it sounds interesting hehe. I asked my mom, is that faculty available at UGM, but then she looked like she doesnt know but no problem at all. but still, my desire to go to UGM is still BIG, but if there isn't, so what can I say. ahahaa

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eh cie dah sepupu gua yg ini -_____- DEMEN BANGET PAMER iPhone! iye gua tau gua tau elu punya, tp ya kl putu-putu -?- tuh ya tau diri dikit. kan iri

ini lagi si abang, mentang-mentang br dibeliin lgsg foto bareng. IRI gua iri. tp gak papa juga sih, akhirnya dibeliin jam juga TAPI TETEP AJA MAHALAN iPad!

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I WANT THE TOURBOOK! THEY LOOK SO HANDSOME AND I WAS STUNNED TO SEE THAT! OH MAN! but mostly, i want the man who is in that book who's wearing white suit! DZZIG -____- AARRGGHH! I HAVE TO BUY IT no matter what! promise

the t-shirt that i'm gonna buy! hahaa

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family tree. oposeng family tree?? eke tak mengarti apa itu pula. baik. capek terkadang belagak pake bhs inggris, jadi mr kita mencintai bhs Indonesia yg trkdg kita pun tdk trll mngrt apa itu mksdnya. Mari, kita mnjd wrg negara yg baik dan benar! mari ajarkan george, flant -?-, dan Omar! *apa Oman ya? itulah pokoknya*

OKE! Mari kita berhayal. sebetulnya, mnrt agama saya, berhayal itu TDK DIPERBOLEHKAN atau bhs gaol -__- nya itu FORBIDDEN atau NOT ALLOWED or whatever! but i'm the type of person that always imagine something that wudnt be happened! HA HA Ha. garing betul!

begini. hmmm. how to start?? well, I have SO MANY uncles and aunts. iam VERY PROUD to have them in my life *of course!* I love them like I love my own self. hehheee. they are so georgeous, smart, creative WHATEVER!


well, he's my OLDEST uncle! 33 is an old age -?- but, getting older, so he's getting more cool than before! yea. he's my mom's grandma's grandchild. when grandpa *HAHAHA* passed away last year, he tried to be as cool as usual like there wasn't something bad happen! I always call him as Uncle Byrne.

Uncle Filan. the youngest of 7! he's my pa's uncle's son's niece! a bit far -?- he's easy-going and always understand what I feel! *dudududu* he loves golf and football and never forget to ask me to be part of it! yea

YEA! another uncle I have! always call him as om Carter -__- sound like om om. tapi, dia tua tp dia sll seperti anak kecil yg suka bermain spt anak kecil -?- terkesan idiot -__- tp, krn begitu saya senang pd dia. *apa rasanya coba pny om kyk begini

here it is McFadden! ANOTHER UNCLE THAT I LOVE! as crazy as om Carter. loves party party party and party! he said that he wud have a wedding ceremony in Bali last christmast, but the plan was canceled. Ooouuu

UNCLE FEEHILY uyea! teman sejati McFadden. bangga saya punya om seperti dia. udh suaranya bagus, HEMAT lagi, tdk suka buang duit! *fakta hilang* hidung mancung, tampang sdkt arab, badan tinggi, pintar menguruskan badan serta pintar membesarkan badan! mengapa bisa?? saya pun bingung. setiap maen kerumah, pst bawa makanan yg banyak, makanya saya jd lebar kyk dia jg gini, huh! sebagai keponakan -___- saya krg bs mengerti om saya yg satu ini. senang sekali menyendiri! kangen pacar maklum

the most beautiful woman ever! ahhahaa. cinta saya sm tante yg ini. aunty Jodi. yuhhuuu. istrinya om Kian yg suka plin-plan. hr ini maunya begini, besok ganti lagi. tp bahagia nya, dia melakukan apa yg om Kian suruh! yea. tp saya ingin pny sepupu lagi.... *apalu

iki toh om Kian. enakan manggil om Egan. om EGANteng. bebebebebee. bingung saya dgn Om ku yg satu ini. bad temper trkdg orangnya. tp tak mslh. saya srg kena marah akibat tdk mau mandi! dia blg 'kamu itu jorok sekali! perempuan tuh hrs rajin mandi! ntar soang ngejar-ngejar loh' oke. dia ini terlalu perfectionis. pusing saya kl dia maen ke rmh. ngomen mulu ini itu. tp gak mslh juga. sering ngsh uang jajan! uyea

ini dia! tante Nadine ayangnya om Feehily! yes. lucunya bagaimana om tante saya ini bertemu. mau tahu bagaimana?? tp sebaiknya tdk usah. saya tdk sabar menunggu tante dan om saya menikah krn om saya ingin menikah tp sang tante mau nya nanti. mari ditunggu

yep. ini anaknya sepupu mami saya. baru pndh dia dr norgue. dia sangat mami bangga-banggakan gr2 karir dia sbg fotografer. tp beruntung jgsaya pnya sepupu spt dia, kl ada apa-apa tdk perlu MAHAL untuk bayar EO, cukup Kevin saja sdh cukup. hsl karya nya udh kemana-mana loch. hahha bangga saya

ini foto kakak saya yg prtm dgn pacarnya. JAHATNYA, saya tdk tahu siapa namanya. sok malu dasar itu orang sok-sokan gak mau ngenalin! tampilannya gothic gitu lagi. gara-gara itu dia, kakak gua srg pulang malem. jam 9 br pulang. tdk mslh sih, asal kl abang Jesse mau ngsh TIP buat saya. HAHHAAA. dia sll ngendap-ngendap masuk rumah takut mami papi marah. tp sayang sekali, anda bkn seorang mata-mata yg bagus bang! bljr lah pd james bond!

nah ini dia kakak saya yg terkahir. kami bertiga tdk ada yg mirip! bang Jesse blond, sdgkn saya dan kak David *HAHHAAA* hitam. tp tdk mslh juga sih. dia kakak plg baik yg prnh saya tahu! perhatian sm adeknya, apa-apa diturutin, nganterin kemana-mana. senang sekali. gak kyk itu si abang Jesse, kerjaan nya klayapan mulu, susah ditelpon,pelit pula.


dan orang penting mnurut saya adalah Hallio. dia adalah.... hehehe begitulah! maaf tdk bisa memberikan foto dia, dia tdk mengizinkan. belaga kyk artis dia gak mau diekspos dasar! pokoknya rambut item, idung mancung, bntk muka rada abstrak tp tampang konkret yea! tinggi, tp gak tinggi juga bgt. skrg dia lg tinggal di prancis, sayang sekali...


ini dia Kwon Ji Yong! suami teman saya. cinta sekali dia dgn suaminya, saya jg ingin. tp tdk mungkin saya menikah kl kakak saya saja belum menikah, bisa digorok saya sama Jess dan Archie. oh tidak! baru sekali saya ktmu dia, teman saya jrg bawa dia, syanag sekali. smg langgeng. oyeah!


*well, NOTE THIS! it's just an imagination so it's just a JOKE! dont take it too serious. if you do, so it's your fault and your risk. DONT'T EVER YOU DARE TO BLAME ME! everyone can imagine everything they want! thx*

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Beidh nuair a tharlóidh sé??

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well, the countries i posted on here are not on the list. so, let's change the possibilities and I'm excited with these 3 countries. let's check it out..:













Switzerland is located at the heart of Western Europe. The swiss love to have pets in their house, 90% of Swiss family have dog or cat. This country looks like New Zealand. I don't know why, I think because of the farm. hahaha remember about my friend's words 'wanna go to New Zealand and see those cute cows' -__- oh MAN! but no problem, it's nice. hahhaa sorry




It looks like Iceland, i said that becs of that Aurora! hhaa. The houses like Irish's. hoho. and norway is where the lovely Kevin McDaid grew up *eh? or just the place he was born?? agh forget* love it :)


actually, i really wanna go to Norway but but... UK is the most i really wanna visit :( maybe next time.. hoho. When i become a dentist, i promise my self to go to London by my own money. YEAH! x

source : AFS Intercultural Programs

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Kedokteran Gigi UGM

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why must it has to write a title for every each of posting? ahhh it's hard you know to pick a name to be the title!

well, let's sort things out! please for everyone, pray for me and my other friends to get that scholarship. for me, my motivations are.. :
1. it's the way to get out from my past life
2. have new experience
3. have new friends
4. get to know about some cultures in different countries
5. it's one of my dreams
6. if i get the chance to go to the UK, i'll get so many things that i want!
7. etc

well, hmmmm hope it's a dream come true...

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Here are some pics about places i really wanna visit! it's like an obsession! hahhaaa. let's see..





Mecca, is a place where all the Moslems gathered together. Mecca is every Moslems obsession. Every Moslems really want to visit Mecca and pray to Allah and hoping all our dreams will come true. It's one of 'rukun Islam' and have to do it if we can. it's a MUST! hehe



it's just an airport but it's in IRELAND! hahaha one of my obsession because of that Lads. -,- but, can't deny if Ireland is one of the beautiful country. It has such beautiful places that have to be visited. and Irish are so warm and welcoming.. -?- hahaa *bad language. i don't know how to explain it hehe*




what's The Record Room?? it's a place where we can see evrything about WESTLIFE! not every things, but there are some things that related with westlife and it's like a museum -?- ahhhh don't know exactly what kind of place it is.



Hazelwood is a forest recreation area. It's in Sligo, Ireland. we can refresh our mind here in Hazelwood. we can see a large lake with swans, there are so many trees, and it's so fresh! it's a place to soothe our mind.


is a large bay on the west coast of Ireland. I like its view, don't know why eventhough i haven't been there. actually, i hate sea but i love beach. agghh. but the waves are so calm. so, HAVE TO VISIT IT! hahaa





i wanna scream until my voiceis GONE! lot of preasures loose, all the emotion that's been hiding inside will loose, and and..... yea just that.



it's an airport same like Dublin Airport. have to visit cause it's in London and really wanna go to London. so, if I could visit it, that means that I go to London. hahhaa





don't know exactly what's the name of each places, but all i know it's in Iceland! Iceland was a place where my lovely Lads *hoho* shot their brand new single What About Now. hhaaa. the highest peak of Iceland is so cold and sometimes we can see the aurora :D everything is pure pure white and so calm. like the view of course! alone in the coldness, so i can think about everything that's happened in my life calmly.




a tower of love -?- hahhaa so romantic here in Paris. so.... *don't know* ehhe




huufffhhh. I'm tired. this update makes me tired. it's SO LONG AND DEPLETE MY MIND AND MY ENERGY! but I'm having fun with it hehhee. Hoping that one of this places will be visited by me. hehee.

Le gra X

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