*i love doing something like this hehe so here we go...

A- AVAILABLE: absolutely single
B - BIRTHDAY: Sept 28
C - CRUSHING ON: Shane West! and... Mark Feehily
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: chocolate milk
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: I love to talk with ms.Word! but, it's not 'person'
F - FAVORITE SONG: so far... love boyband songs, ballads, jazz, a bit pop-rock
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears!
H - HOMETOWN: Depok
I - IN LOVE WITH: with..a guy who caught my attention *hahha
J - JUGGLE: --
K - KILLED SOMEONE: No never
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: maybe my trip to Lombok
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Choco, BANANA!
N - NUMBER OF PETS: used to have fishes, but... they died
O - ONE WISH: living my life as best as I could
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mama
Q - QUIZNO’S SUB: Eh?
R - REASON TO SMILE: something funny and... 'something' that makes me smile
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Hurt - Christina Aguilera
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 05.30 -___-
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: who cares?
V - VEGETABLE(S): anything!
W - WORST HABIT: too lazy to study
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: years ago
Y-YOYO’s ARE: a game
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Libra

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: TMR
Your favorite number: 4/8
What color do you wear most?: Black and White
Least favorite color?: PINK!
What are you listening to?: Westlife, Xtina, JB, etc
Are you happy with your life right now?: hmmm :-?
What is your favorite class in school? : math and physic and English definitely!
When do you start back at school/college?: already ><

THE CANS:

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Err..
Can you whistle?: NO! :(
Write with both hands?: No, Imma all righty
Cross your eyes?: :-?
Walk with your toes curled?: no

THE DO’S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: dont think so..
Do you believe in miracles?: God makes miracles and I do believe in God
Do you believe in magic?: no
Love at first sight?: I hv experienced it HAHA
Do you believe in Santa?: i'm not...
Do you know how to swim?: yea but already forgot
Do you like roller coasters?: YES! it's my favourite game
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: I’d rather lose a million than eat that shit

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: err no I hvnt
Have you ever asked someone out?: who's 'someone'?
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Mm hmm
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yea
Have you ever painted your nails?: it's not interesting just ruin my nails

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: it's so damn cold!
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: mmmm forget
What was the last thing you bought?: Bola magazine
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: i dunno the title, but it's Disney

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM’d?: Andin
Who was the last person you took a picture of: so far, I hvnt taken someone's pic in a long time

HAPPY SECTION:

Are you a happy person?: yea
Do you wish you were happier?: Yeah I wish, A special person will complete my happiness :) *haha
Can music make you happy?: Yeah! Some musics do that!

LOVE SECTION:

How many times have you truly had your heart broken?: ummhh dont know
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: No never. it sounds stupid

BODY SECTION:

What is your current hair color?: black
Current piercings?: nowhere
Have any tattoos?: wud love to have tatoos
Eye color?: black

CURRENTLY WEARING:

What shirt are you wearing?: white
Pants: shorts
Shoes?: shoeless
Necklaces? none
Watches?: nope

IN A GIRL:

Favorite eye color: blue/hazel green
Short or long hair: SHORT! definitely
Height: 165-170 cm
Best clothing: jeans, shirt, plus sneakers

THIS OR THAT:

Pepsi or Coke: both hoho
McDonald’s or Burger King: I dont like Burger King. prefer McD
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE ofcourse. I love to have some privacies
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolatta :3
Strawberries or Blueberries: blueberries
Meat or Veggies:BOTH! yummy
TV or Movie: Movie
Guitar or Drum?: Guitar.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas! :D
Chinese or Mexican: errrmmm
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes
Cake or Pie: cake!

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Love is patient, love is kind.
Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not become angry easily.
Love does not remember wrongs done against it.
Love is not happy with evil, but is happy with truth.
Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails

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If you Love them, let them go. If they come back they are yours, if not.. they never are to start with

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Love is like the wind. You can't see it, but you can feel it

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my friend told me TODAY that her friend named .... updated her twitter with westlife thingy! WESTLIFE THINGY! she's a kpop fan and OFCOURSE I was shocked excited happy nervous etc hahaa. then when I just back home, I turned on lappie then typed her page! and and and I FOUND THIS TREASURES!! haha it's not treasure actually, but for me... it's something like that. hhaa and her words made me smile and a little bit embarassed with their.. dance! but, ofcourse I love them! hehe the excitement comes back...




It's written by her...

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well, I'm singing 'Happy birthday' to myself while I'm writing it! I haven't said this thing to my mom, cos... I dont know what I wanna say to her and I have nothing to give, so I'm gonna wait cos I'm making something hoho eventhough mom will never open this page cos she DOESN'T know, but just want to say Happy Birthday to my awesome mom and my greatest friend! no one can replace your places EVERYWHERE! love you as always, Tamara xx

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*just watch this movie -___- weeks ago and I FEEL IN LOVE WITH IT since the first time! what a romantic movie aihhh hahaa Shane West was on his BEST-LOOKING ever, a rocker who looked soooo calm -?-

A Walk to Remember is a 2002 romance film based on the 1999 romance novel with the same name by Nicholas Sparks. The movie stars Shane West and pop singer/actress Mandy Moore. The movie was directed by Adam Shankman and produced by Denise DiNovi and Hunt Lowry for Warner Bros. The novel, written by Sparks, is set in the 1950s while the film is set in 1998.

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after school, cos we're too lazy to go home, we borrowed Fira's lappie, then we typed omegle . it's so hard to find a 'normal' person, I mean too hard to find someone who just wants to make a friend, no porn involve! I hate when I saw that.

we met a boy name Charles, from Canada and HE'S SO NICE! at first i didnt really interested chatting with him but my friend told me why i dont give it a try. then we chatted with him, but suddenly he smiled and HIS SMILE WAS SOOOOOOOO GORGEOUS! hahaa. yea he smiled so many times, we melted! hahaha my friends show him our traditional dance from Aceh, 'Saman', then he said *if im not mistaken* it's cool!! we waved so many times, and he waved back! we smiled he smiled hahaha. we also made jokes and he laughed hehe we had so much fun together! we asked for his email then he gave it! but I hvnt added his email. well, hoping we can make another conversation :D

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one day in my mid 20s, I wish I have been an Interior Decorator and also a Photographer in my leisure time. I'd also like to make a short movie with my best friend about public symbols and I hope this year we have made it. In the next 6 years, I've got married and have 3 children in 7 years and own an apartment then move to a house in Bogor or somewhere cold. But in the first 2 years of my marriage, I've always wanted to go to England, Italy, Ireland, Norway, France, and also New Zealand with my future husband. I've always wanted to learn spanish and attend some fashion shows and I hope I can learn spanish this year and attend the fashion shows when I'm in college. It's always been my dream to get a ticket concert, come to see live my favourite band and if I'm lucky, with that ticket I could get their photographes and meet them face to face. I'd also want to have a part-time job after I graduate from High School to earn some money and could have it on my own.

my ambition is living my life as an artist, eventhough I don't know much about art now, but I'd really wanna learn it after High School. I wanna study about photography and how to make a movie, too.

I'd really like to build my own house and decorate it as what I've been dreaming of. I want to decorate it as what I've decorated in TheSims game. I've always dreamed to have a big garden which is surrounding my house. The garden is gonna be a place where my kids are gonna play at.

my plans for a few months are, have done my 'Karya Ilmiah', have finished my Kumon, get good scores which are min.7, and be more mature than before. I wanna search about HIV and I hope it could be my 'Karya Ilmiah'. But, if I search about HIV, the risk is so big because it's quite hard to interview the patient. And I want to study more to make my scores good and have a good rank also take a bath 2 times a week.

one thing I've done that I'm very proud is got Kumon trophy and meet Kumon Completers and it motivate me to finish it as soon as possible cause I plan to finish it this year.

I hope those dreams will become true...


*it's my english task and I got 100. completely. hahaa

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another someone's LOOK-ALIKE! days ago, it was Kevin Podolski and Lukas McDaid -?- hhaha forget it. I mean Kevin McDaid and Lukas Podolski. but TODAY, it's THOMAS MUELLER AND NICK CARTER! when I saw this pic tonight *have just read it on the paper -___-* I was like, 'ARRGGGHHH that smile.... *faint* hahhaa I mean his smile looks like Nick's. ishhh lost for words, dont know what to write. alrite, GO GERMAN! cmon beats spain and be the winner!

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The photos up there were the young Mark. The cute, the shy, the youngest etc Mark. Those pics were taken around 1999-2004, before Brian left the band. Don’t know why, Mark’s style in clothes or how he sits, how he smiles etc CHANGED since Brian left, but that’s just my thought. Eerything’s changed since Brian left Westlife. In Mark personally, eventhough he said that nothing’s changed, but in my eyes since that sad moment, he looked lonelier, sad something like that even he has Kevin. No no, don’t get me wrong, he’s happy with Kev ofcourse but on stage, there’s something different, not like 1999-2004 just before Brian left. He just sang his parts, but his eyes were blank. I don’t know, but it’s just what I see and what I thought. Seems he’s not happy or maybe he’s nervous but he’s been on stage since a long time, so I think that nervousity must have gone. He’s not that energetic not like 1999-2004. But, in where we are tour it’s all changed. Mark smiles more than the tour before and seems so happy maybe because of he’s just got engaged! Congratulations. That’s good. Hahaha

used to be Mark

the Mark now

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